Normal Reaction

My normal reaction to the last week would be to disappear for a while. Then I would return, delete my old posts and start posting anew. I don’t want to do that this time. I have been totally off program until yesterday. I don’t know why but everything seems so difficult all of a sudden. Anyway I am back on program now and have decided, once again, to restart the 21 Day Challenge. This time I am changing my goal to something “easier”. Instead of exercising everyday, I just want to make sure that I count my calories everyday. Why? Because I always end up eating something bad when I don’t or maybe when I eat something bad I choose not to count them. Either way it needs to stop.

As for exercise, my TV broke! So right now I am not sure what I am doing since I have been relying on videos. I might be able to get my old TV out of storage or possibly use a computer. We’ll see. Right now I am just focusing on the food though. I am probably going to do the 100 push up challenge three days a week though.

Also I am not weighing myself until March 1st. Why? Because I have become obsessed with the scale and I want a little break from it. I might step on the scale once or twice between now and then but I am not counting anything as official until then… I think I will finally redo my measurements then as well.

Quick Update

I had a bad weekend. That would have been fine because I was planning for it, but then it continued into the week and today is my first day back on program. Anyway because of this I have decided not to report my last weigh in and I am also possibly going to skip this week’s weigh in. I don’t really see the point… it won’t help me in any way.

I am also planning to restart my 21 Day Challenge today but I am going to focus on one goal, instead of three. And that goal will be to exercise every day for at least ten minutes. I am also restarting the 100 Push Up program today (for the third time).

Weigh In #2 + Challenge Update

Yes, I am still here! Things to confess: I’ve been tracking my calories since Friday but I didn’t start the 21 Day Challenge until Monday.  But in my fake made up 21 day challenge rules, the challenge starts whenever you have a perfect day.  Also I haven’t been doing the 30 Day Shred.  Why?  Well the last two times I tried to do it, I got all low blood sugary (damn Insulin Resistance) and it really put me off it.  So for now I am just doing whatever I feel like doing.  This week I felt like doing Turbo Jam.  And it was great, I really love Turbo Jam.  Statistics for this week’s weigh in:

  • Highest: 245.0 lb
  • Last Week: 225.0 lb
  • This Week: 219.4 lb
  • Week’s Loss: 5.6 lb
  • Total Loss: 25.6 lb

I know that a lot of this is water weight, but it is still rad to see the loss.  I have been doing things a little bit different this time around food wise.  I haven’t been going crazy to be exact.  I have been keeping in my calorie range and paying attention to what I eat but I haven’t been freaking out if I eat something “bad”.  I think this is working out well.  I want to make a slower transition to eating clean than I normally do.

As for the 21 day challenge… I have five days down and I’m feeling really positive about it still.  I also have one week completed in the 100 push up program.  And that’s all I have to say for now.